boredom..=(
haha
i havent updated my dearry bloggie for some time...
u shud b happy to see me back jackie!!!! haha
well cuz the internet connection wuz spoilt..>< so.. ya, not my fault! not my fault!! hahahhh
okie...i dunno wad to say..-.-"
ahh!
i ve checked most of my midyear papers...><
and i think i screwed up some subjects.... ohwell....
BUT I STILL WANNA THANK MY STUPID-IRRITATING-ACTCUTE-ACTPRETTY-ATTITUDEPROBLEM-BUT-SUPERNICE-AND-WHATEVERISAIDWASACTUALLYJUSTALIE-FRIEND FOR GIVING ME SUPPORT AND ICE CREAM DURING EXAMS! XP
WHOEVER FEELS LIKE BEING MENTIONED HERE,PLEASE SHOW YOUR GRACIOUSNESS BY SAYING YOUR WELCOME!!!HAHAHAok then.. uhm.. i just tripped on the pavement..>< so painful sia! but then, hopefully it can recover within 1 week!!!!!!!!!!
LETS SEE LATER!!! give me 1 week to recover!!!! hahaha=)
tmr, we'll b checking scripts again...-.-"
physics.. (crossfinger!!!><),
emaths... (crossfinger!!!><)
bio................................. (double crossfinger!!!!!!>< triple! quadriple!)
ah wdv...
i so scared...><
oh btw, last night, 1 of my juniors (frm other country) came to me, asking abt sth that id nvr want anybody to say that to me..
she said that i (my personality) changed a lot, and now im a complete stranger to her.. unlike the jessica that she knew...
u know what, i wus quite angry wif her..for sayin that to me... cuz i know that i change, and i want to change.. i want to b a better person...
if i dun talk to her so often anymore..its nt cuz my 'inside' has changed.. its just that, i feel a bit awkward..the way she said a word is so complicated til i got confused and mood swing cuz of that..esp since she kept tellin me things and insisting what she thot wuz right.. probably...>< so im really sorry to her, but i think it's time 4 her to think twice b4 she say sth.. since she might accidentally make ppl get angry cuz of that...
and 2nd thing.. its hard to say this, but.. she alr created pic and image of me in her mind.. so she expected me to b like that.. and cannot accept to any changes..
well..i change.. my reaction towards some problem has now changed.. and she kept tellin me that shes happy as long as im happy for my change..and as long as i dun hate her its okay.. its just so...*aargh.. i dunno..>< i dun feel com4table wif her sayin that.. seems like ive been treating her that badly that i hav no reason to change the way i react towards certain things.. it put me into a not-so-good-position
and her word seemed like trying to make me feel about so big..
like,
appealing to my simpathy.. or sth like that..
she doesnt know anything about me..that's the 1st thing..so pls dont sound like you do..
i just dont like it..=(